Nadia

It was my wish that we'd grow old together hands held all the way. But today these tears falling down my face is washing your memories away. We faced the world,our problems with a smile as each day turned dark, With everything that grieved us at our foot, along with leaves mounting. Here in my room,bounded by empty walls i try to scream my pain out. I know my tongue is in there,inside my mouth but no words come out. You! whom i loved with everything i had, And i lost you for nothing. All the dreams we had built together,destroyed in one careless moment. I called myself so lucky,money,family and love i had it all. With the freezing heart still beating inside me how did i fall? As the wound gets bigger in my heart and bleed my hands get red. Is this how life plays with you too, my love? have you ever been there?you and memories gone,dead? In my regular disfigured and dreadful dreams empty and real I wish i could see you again,fly and touch you so that i can feel This frozen silence is your gift this year and last one forever and ever Each second this silence helps me forget and remember what you were to me and whatnot?