break up

never knew my love would stop to flow

till the day she told me to let her go

break up is not anymore a word

wish i could do the same with the world

break up with all my troubles and issues

to say goodbye forever to almost everything

wouldnt want to end it a with a gun

nor a piece of rope and i dont wanna drown

break up really means you are just not together

It doesnt make me drop my love ever

All i got to do is to act and run the story

"moving on" is the name of the new story

Who am i?

My name is Irshad and I call a spade a spade when i see one

I dont want to wear a fading make up to pretend i am civilised

If my life is blocked by a great wall i am an eagle that flies over

If my troubles form an ocean I am a sailfish that swims across

I love myself for being me and i will share my love if you are you

I will never think i am lost because if i think so then i am lost

I am not scared of failures, if i am, then i am sure i will fail

For a man who is a winner is a man who believes he will win

Birthday poem

Never ever will i forget your birthday

As it is dear to me as my own birthday

Dear friend, never stop to wave and shine

It makes me glad that you are a friend of mine

And dont forget to celebrate every single year

As the wise have said, its the life in your years

That only matters, not the years in your life

Don't let the age storm inside your mind

Stay the same young wonderful girl i know

A heart filled with glee and love celebrates

Her birthday today and let it flow in freely

Showering all the wishes that you hold dear

And my dear lady, with the truest of heart

I wish you a happy birthday and all the best

Walk, smile and sing

When all your dreams are fading away

Do not lose your hope or the way

They will bloom once again for you

Keep what you had and all that is new

Dont just tread the water, get in deep

Dont be scared to walk the less walked

Keep the tune in your lips and hum it aloud

Smile your way into the grave, its allowed

Dial M for Murder

All around this creepy world
I can’t find the Lord
God has deserted this forsaken place
Money, Sex and Drugs rule the world
One might get drunk and rape a girl
Cut her throat and throw down the whirl
One might get angry with her husband
Take the phone and dial m for murder
Throw the money down one’s throat
He will kill his brother and gloat
Keep a finger alert on the trigger
Never know who sneak up behind
Don’t care about going to hell
It can’t be harder than this wretched land
Can’t put an end to this suffering yourself?
Pick up the phone and dial M for murder

Epitaph

I am just going to take a bit long

To right wherever I went wrong

You walk ahead, you are not alone

For we all will take this road soon

Since you can’t stay longer in this end

Move on, meet all the lives that was spend

I’ll drop an honest tear to mark my word

Beneath the rainclouds, lies the grave yard

Here, my friend, with you rest my tear

As long it stays here, never you fear

Fight we must

Now is the time to wake up my brothers

Time to break the stupor we have been cursed into

We have to rise in unison today

And end the rule of tyranny.
Let us forget our petty differences and worries

We will rise to claim what we have been denied

Let us turn the course of this dreaded way

The way we have been living so far

Whatever may come, let us face the heat

And step in for one last stand
We might not be the same in color

Nor in the gods we worship

We may speak different tongues

But we are united, we have been wronged

We have been in chains, tortured and silenced

Let us wake up to change that all

We are no more scared of the whips
Our war is against the hands that hold it
Today we are not the ones who are afraid

The dogs of the tyrant will get their share

Finally they will lose the control
If the murderers block our rally

We will spill their blood and soak the streets
The vultures will know that they are not steel

That the lead can pierce their skin too
Change the days where we get no justice

For the governors have gained our distrust

No police will unlock our chains of slavery

It is our own job to break the shackles
The lives of our fallen comrades will be avenged

We will turn the fake white flag red with our blood

In the square we gather, under the sun we toil

The next dawn we will be free, but fight we must

Midnight sentiments

You said goodbye as you always did

Promised we will meet again tomorrow

And the first thing I hear the next day

Is that you are gone, frozen, lost forever

Even the pain took its time to sink in

The shock, one can never forget in his life

How could I move on? How can I forget?

How can I cheat myself and everyone around?

That I can go on living without your presence

How can I forget that your smile made my day?

That a part of me died along with you that day

The darkness filled in that hollow is spreading out

My dreams are forever doomed to be void of any joy

My song will always carry the sad tune in my heart

Don’t cite me the stories of people who had moved on

Their glistening tears are unseen, their weeps muffled

Walk, eat or sleep will never be the same for them

And pretend they did, even to themselves in vain

My life is not what it once used to be, not even close

For at the moment of losing you, I realized the truth

That my love is at its peak and forever it will stay

Hit and miss

The end is certain from the moment you are born

All you got to do is find some souls to mourn
Don’t let your life be dull and miss all the fun

Step out of the line and let the rulebook burn

Be the best in the house and blow’em of the hook
Because you don’t want to stop and when you look
In the past you find the roads that was not taken
Realize that was the best and you were mistaken
Make your mind today and know what you want to be
If you don’t, washed away in the drains your life will be

Don’t just try to make a living and not living at all

Go with the crowd and one day you will hit the wall

Bottle on waves

You wake up at dawn to look at the same decor

To live another day, the same you had before

Walk out of your door today dressed up the same

And tread the very path that you took yesterday

Revolving around your sun just like another planet

Even the seasons not making a change in your life

Counting the currency in your wallet all the time

Calculating but end up doing the same you did before

"Survival of the fittest", you all even reply the same

Don't want to survive, I only want to live my life

Go with the drift and reach wherever it takes me

Just don't want to make the same mistakes again

Delusions of this world

The beauty in the worldly things will fade

Even sweetness of fruits will change with time

Who here in this world lived and died a hero?

Glory and fame can't be kept till eternity

Pity the human minds yearning for the same

For those are at fault, look around and see

Nothing stays in this world forever

Don't let yourself loose in this sea of vanity

Don't let yourself drift away from the truth

Whoever walked along are no longer here

Look around to be confronted by all new faces

kin and kith won't be at your side till the end

Those swim across this ocean will be the ones

Who wont be deceived by the beauty and scents

The Damned

A dim candle light held by an invisible hand

that leads the path way to the beastly land

The creepy shadows made by a ghastly light

Of a moon which might die the very next day

Never in my lonely life,have i felt so lone

Behind me,I can hear the soft steps of death

Even the time dropped dead in this dark night

I have lost track of the same,but how long ago?

The shadows kept raising dark questions about me

Who would want to walk in and wake the specters

I felt even they were scared, and who wouldn't be

When they see a man who is damned by death???

to be continued..........

Search

Can you take a trip down my memory lane?

Or am I just looking for familiar faces in vain?

Does any one know how I got here ?

All I see is the scarlet Sun hiding his face

In the horizon far far away..

Why do you stare at me like I am crazy?

Why do you even bother if you don't know me?

I am trying to remember what I have lost.

Is that someone or something I loved the most?

Why can't I remember If it was mine?

Funny that I don't even remember my name,

Still I am looking for something more important.

The beach sand is making it harder to walk

But I cannot stop until I find what I've lost

My brain is all clogged up and If i fail

Let the crazy world around know that i did search

Until the black coach of death claimed my life.

Conscience

Do you remember me?

Have you heard my voice before?

I know you don't remember

It's not possible for you to know me at all

I talked to you first when you were fifteen

When you knew stealing was wrong

When you were about to do just that

Remember me telling you not to

No you don't.

I never told you what you wanted

From then on i spoke to you several times

Until the day my voice became so feeble

You did not bother about that

But today, tonight

You have no other choice

Because this is the last time you hear me

last time you hear anything.

Remind yourself that you heard me before

Remind yourself that you had a conscience

And you chose to ignore me.

I am your conscience, you did have one.

The Fall

I remember the day that you said

"I am dying"

I couldn't help but laugh thinking

you were lying.

How could my life turn upside down

in a moment?

For that one fleeting second, I felt

the air is absent.

The day when they decided to shave

off with your lovely hair

I smiled and said " looks prettier now"

hiding my despair

You threw the book at me and laughed

My heart was burning

You wanted me to be stronger, I can't

But I am trying

These last days of your life you chose

to spend with me alone

Now you are loving me so much that I

need not look for love

'Coz what you've given me will stay with me

forever and ever

However short this is my life here, with you

still laughing by my side

Poor

I cross him at least ten times every day

He has never been more than a feet away,

I have never seen him without that smile

Or that arm stretched for alms all the time

Most of us don't care, some of us condemn

He will smile again whenever he see them

For all he wants is find a way to fill his needs.

We will never understand the way they feel

Not until the day we are poor and we deal

With rich men, and then we might really feel

Another Chance

There is only a dark lane ahead

filled with gloom,

You will see just around the corner

where the shadows loom

Whole of your heart is filled with

nothing but worries

Each moment is a survival, burial

of our dreams

Do not stop my friend,keep

walking along the lane

Dawn will be here soon, and soon will

your sorrows drain

I know you have waited long enough

for a ray of light

And you can halt here, right now and

end this fight

You've lost all you had, all has left you

alone but your shadow

You need no more reasons to leap

out of that window

In a moment you can end it all, and lose

all the hope

Please loosen the noose around your neck

and drop the dope

Just wait till the dawn, push away all the

thoughts that says no

Give yourself a chance and cherish the

memories you know

Don't think no more of those who hurt

and bury the dead

For it is your heart who knows the truth

not your head

Once you believe the words of your heart,

you will know yourself

Start afresh and it is time to move forward

steady with your life.

The Lady of Death

I have seen you before, yes , numerous times

I still remember those blood dripping red lips

The same dark beauty that seduces any living soul

And tortures them every single moment they live

You have broken several hearts, several dreams

You are the nightmare each of us wake up at night

Scared and pale, we relax thinking you will never

Ever catch up with us, such a folly is nowhere else

Because one fine morning without a scent of warning

You will be there at our footsteps,an unwelcome guest

Leaving behind a pool of tears and tons of sorrows

You will take off rudely with the one you like the most

The Right Place

What more do i want than to wake up at dawn,

with your warm breath on the back of my neck

And those sweet kisses that you give thereon

The melodies you hum as you become the cook

My heart beats try to catch those little beats

How can I be more expressive and say this

" If there is one place that i would want to be

Its right here, on your side and nowhere else."